I am in depression after gate 2016. Whatever i am doing is just spending my days.
I am not happy at any moment. I am becoming such irresponsible and lazy such that i can not complete a very simple task in hand.
My room is very dirty which needs to be clear as soon as possible, and i know that but still my mood is not prepared for it.
I learned one thing that if i r in depression then u can not do a very simple task.
I have experienced this feeling also. My hours and days are how going i am not able to recognize it. If u are in depression then u can not love ur life. But i thing this feeling is also necessary once in a life and it is better that i am going through this at the age of 24 year so that in future it will not affect me because i will be well prepared for that. Ultimately it is making me strong.
Surround yourself with good books watch good videos be friend with good people and dont be with the peoples with whom u feel down, no matter what. For motivation you can always follow Bhagvadgeeta, try to be self motivated otherwise you will stuck at any point of time in life.
Life is beautiful, you will realize it when u overcome your depression.